Dual Verses – The Volatility of a Mind
Do you ever stop to wonder if our grandest delusions, our philosophy is not some fickle creature, swayed by the winds of our own minds?
I often think so. And that’s why today I offer up 2 sets of free verse. I dare not call it poetry, for it is but the ramblings of myself at a point in time. So please, don’t approach today’s post with any sort of rational analysis, for I’m not offering it, not today. Consider the origins of the poems. For the first poem, Free verse, composed on a train, the clock ticking by, as the assignment draws near.
For the second, scarred wonder amidst the scabs of today.
Read what you wish into the above verse. Perhaps I’m being overdrawn and theatrical. It happens when you write freely in under 10 minutes. Whatever. If my writing does wander by my mood, by whether I can taste the joy of the shining sun, or the refreshing cool blast of breeze on an evening walk, then forgive me if the above words are too poetic.
Some poems, for your consideration:
Light on the horizon
Man in the chrysalis
His eyes wide, his arms open to the world
Passion, hope, endless possibilities
Sun shining, radiant as paradise
Suffocated by illusions, the man looks at the horizon
How radiant, how radiant it gleams! He walks closer.
Ever closer, ever closer, but the horizon never nears.
Blinded by the dazzle, walk he does,
On and on, his bones turning to dust, his breath failing him.
Turning his head to the sun, he sees the horizon.
Here be a man who has walked and walked
Ever towards the false dawn of paradise, a horizon away,
Never to stop and soak in the sun where he stood
And now he stands, so far from where he started
So far from friends, family and joy
But he cannot weep, cannot repent and make amends,
For with that his breath dies.
There goes the man suffocated by illusions.
There go we, but for the choices we make.
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Over and Over
Scholar by the book, eyes dazed
Scholar by the dishes, the day long
Scholar at work, his eyes bleeding with monotony
Scholar in life, rarely a scholar
For here be someone climbing a mountain
An endless ‘to do’ list
Of effort and pain lies the continual step-step up the mountain
But of views and hills, what sight is there?
For is this not no mountain, but a concrete prison?
An anonymous city, its eyes open, yet blind
Its demands impersonal, implacable
Responsibility and duty laden with weight upon wearied shoulders.
But then, the sweetest sensations come flooding in
Hope, yes hope! Joy, oh joy, come to serenade us with wonder!
Friends, old acquaintances, give up their time to express interest in you
Concrete fading away, the call of the night with the moon shining
Achievement, accomplishment. Pride.
Shackles, self-imposed, falling from our own limbs.
Realisation, satisfaction – burning bright as the sun!
Behind the glamour of the illusion of our own responsibilities lies a golden mountain
With toil, reward. With struggle, joy.
With wonder, bliss.